I'm Here!!

Today's big revelation? Well, it's just that I am here. It's been yucky kind of day. Nothing terrible of catastrophic happened, I have just felt down all day. Maybe it's that I go to work tomorrow and I still do not know what my job is. I feel as though I do not have a place or a position. Again, an identity crisis. Who am I? At least at work I have always had a specific title and a job description but tomorrow I do not. When everyone asks what I will be doing next year (and they will) I will simply say that I am not sure. Sounds rather lame doesn't it? School starts next week. The students will be in the classrooms and I sound like I will be wandering the halls looking for a place to land. So, to wrap up this short post, I really thought of not writing tonight. To just let this day slide into the abyss, but I set out to keep a record of change, and part of the change is just to continue on with this record. (Besides - it's only been 3 days for crying out loud!) Part of me keeps saying - nobody is reading this so why write it? Nobody will know if I skip a day or never write it again, but the fact of the matter is that I will know - and that is what matters. Besides - maybe one day - someone will read it - someone - are you out there????